I'm breaking out the pitched and slowed down Lady Gaga songs like it's 2010s YouTube with this one and nobody is gonna stop me

EDIT:

okay so i might be fucking with him still

EDIT:

He's dead, I got logged out of my spicychat burner account.

Gonna have to remake him from scratch when I have the motivation.

i forgot both Karkat Vantas' birthday and @TomSka 's birthday and i forgot to celebrate in my own little way

wow im a piece of shit

Yup, I'm coming out to the internet.

Wooooowie.

I'm probably not even really ready but I can't take it anymore and I need to get this off my chest.

Hoooooooo boy how do I even....

I'm coming out a day early so I can get it over with, take my mind off of things and relax for Pride Month.

Well, here.

My name is Omie.

Omie Cupid Alexandro (it's a working name for now, I'll probably think of something better later okay).

These down here are my flags and symbol.

I wanted this to be my banner but it was too tall.

So anyways, let me briefly explain what these are.

Left flag - sexuality - Superstraight

Hold on, before you smack me, I'd like to explain what Superstraight actually is.

It means that I only feel romantic and sexual attraction to the biological opposite sex.

Let me remind you, I am perfectly fine with the Trans people who live and let live.

I'm fine with them, I'm just unable to feel attraction to them.

I can't force something that isn't there so people aren't calling me names.

Keep in mind that anyone who claims to be a "nazi" or a Trans hater is just a troll trying to make Superstraights look bad.

Please also keep in mind that Supergay, Superlesbian and Superbi are also things as well.

And also also also keep in mind, straights (whether straight or super) can have their own sense of pride themselves.

Everyone (and I mean everyone) should be able to celebrate to their heart's content.

Now that that's out of the way...

Middle flag - gender identity - Genderfaer

Genderfaer basically means I'm anything I wanna be except for 100% a dude.

Genderfaer is an identity which is fluid between multiple genders, and can encompass masculine genders but does not ever include binary male.

I believe it falls under the nonbinary umbrella, and for a while I was a little reluctant to be considered a "they" or an "enby", but after some consideration, I'm cool with it.

Alrighty.

Right flag - gender identity (still) - Rosboy

Rosboy is, in my own way of thinking, a little bit like the last one..?

Here. I'm not good at this.

Rosboy is a term for a feminine boy or man. Rosboys consider themself a boy or man, either from having a connection to boyhood/manhood or desiring to be outwardly perceived as boys/men, but also have a connection to femininity also can be feminine in some way, whether that be in gender or in presentation.

There.

Symbol - gender identity - Rosboy

See above.

My new pronouns, alongside the same ol' she/her (which I'm unsure of tbh), are they/them and xe/xir (alternate spelling of xe/xyr is fine too).

... So, um, yeah.

It took a lot of searching to find labels that might fit me.

There might be other ones out there but for now I'm settling with these since they feel the most comfortable.

I was considering coming out as a femboy but I decided that didn't sound too good.

In fact, looking back, that sounds embarrassing.

But hey, anything I don't like I can just change.

I've been trying to better myself and, in my opinion, I strongly believe I'm doing much better. even if it's just baby steps.

Anyways, happy Pride, I just wanted to finally get up and say this so I can feel better about myself.

New me, who dis.

i was all alone in gartic phone last night and drew this with my bare hands

i have yet to actually play a metal gear game

but im not alive either

... i thought i lost my account due to login issues but nope :3

anyways im fucking fucked so uhhhh idk im bored

lets do a QNA

my favorite 15 questions will be featured so ask anything

edit: fuck it unless i ping everybody this isnt gonna go fast enough so ill just answer em here myself instead of waiting and doing it in another post

nah man why is @tomfulp so tiny up in the corner

i cant even see his other bicep

tubotubally nubot mube, lubistubenubing tubo rubaymuban ubASMR ubin thube mubiddle ubof thube nubight tubo fuball ubaslubeep tubo!!

ubi ubam subuch uba cubonfubusubing nuberd

spubecubificubally ubonube thubat lubovubes gubibbuberubish

normally i hate the term dilf and anyone associated with it... BUT

... this mf making me real hungry

these feelings.

they eat away at you until there's nothing left.

they loom around from puberty and then don't stop.

you always feel uncomfortable in your own skin and with your own headspace.

the only other place to retreat, and even then you can't stop it or leave.

i've been meaning to learn about lucid dreaming from dear Beluga to keep myself somewhat entertained.

but regardless, i still want to sleep.

especially since i didn't sleep so well last night.

and the night before that.

and also the night before that one.

i wish i could save everyone from these feelings.

these thoughts.

i wish there was a way out.

i wish i could find it and bring everyone i loved with me.

but no.

this monster just sits on my back, reminding me of everything wrong.

everything bad that could happen.

everything wrong with the world.

everything wrong with my country.

everything wrong with me.

everything wrong with every boy i've ever loved (not like they were ever real).

everything wrong with what makes me feel wanted and cared for.

everything wrong with what makes me climax.

everything wrong with how i feel.

everything wrong with how i look.

everything wrong with how i think.

everything wrong with anyone i've ever cared about (with the exception of my family).

everything wrong with anything.

i'm so tired

edit: my gay furry nightmare sure didn't help this

just kidding today's my birthday

time to sadly trudge through walmart and buy myself a crappy 9 dollar cake and stick some candles in it