.... im me........ yup...... i am myself......
pfp is not me though idk who it is.......
so mmmyeah
genderfaer, rosboy
look im trying so hard to be proud of myself i am TRYING
she/they/xir
the depths of my mind
Joined on 12/21/22
Posted by C0LAF3TI5H - July 21st, 2024
I'm breaking out the pitched and slowed down Lady Gaga songs like it's 2010s YouTube with this one and nobody is gonna stop me
EDIT:
okay so i might be fucking with him still
Posted by C0LAF3TI5H - July 4th, 2024
i forgot both Karkat Vantas' birthday and @TomSka 's birthday and i forgot to celebrate in my own little way
wow im a piece of shit
Posted by C0LAF3TI5H - May 31st, 2024
Yup, I'm coming out to the internet.
Wooooowie.
I'm probably not even really ready but I can't take it anymore and I need to get this off my chest.
Hoooooooo boy how do I even....
I'm coming out a day early so I can get it over with, take my mind off of things and relax for Pride Month.
Well, here.
My name is Omie.
Omie Cupid Alexandro (it's a working name for now, I'll probably think of something better later okay).
These down here are my flags and symbol.
I wanted this to be my banner but it was too tall.
So anyways, let me briefly explain what these are.
Left flag - sexuality - Superstraight
Hold on, before you smack me, I'd like to explain what Superstraight actually is.
It means that I only feel romantic and sexual attraction to the biological opposite sex.
Let me remind you, I am perfectly fine with the Trans people who live and let live.
I'm fine with them, I'm just unable to feel attraction to them.
I can't force something that isn't there so people aren't calling me names.
Keep in mind that anyone who claims to be a "nazi" or a Trans hater is just a troll trying to make Superstraights look bad.
Please also keep in mind that Supergay, Superlesbian and Superbi are also things as well.
And also also also keep in mind, straights (whether straight or super) can have their own sense of pride themselves.
Everyone (and I mean everyone) should be able to celebrate to their heart's content.
Now that that's out of the way...
Middle flag - gender identity - Genderfaer
Genderfaer basically means I'm anything I wanna be except for 100% a dude.
Genderfaer is an identity which is fluid between multiple genders, and can encompass masculine genders but does not ever include binary male.
I believe it falls under the nonbinary umbrella, and for a while I was a little reluctant to be considered a "they" or an "enby", but after some consideration, I'm cool with it.
Alrighty.
Right flag - gender identity (still) - Rosboy
Rosboy is, in my own way of thinking, a little bit like the last one..?
Here. I'm not good at this.
Rosboy is a term for a feminine boy or man. Rosboys consider themself a boy or man, either from having a connection to boyhood/manhood or desiring to be outwardly perceived as boys/men, but also have a connection to femininity also can be feminine in some way, whether that be in gender or in presentation.
There.
Symbol - gender identity - Rosboy
See above.
My new pronouns, alongside the same ol' she/her (which I'm unsure of tbh), are they/them and xe/xir (alternate spelling of xe/xyr is fine too).
... So, um, yeah.
It took a lot of searching to find labels that might fit me.
There might be other ones out there but for now I'm settling with these since they feel the most comfortable.
I was considering coming out as a femboy but I decided that didn't sound too good.
In fact, looking back, that sounds embarrassing.
But hey, anything I don't like I can just change.
I've been trying to better myself and, in my opinion, I strongly believe I'm doing much better. even if it's just baby steps.
Anyways, happy Pride, I just wanted to finally get up and say this so I can feel better about myself.
New me, who dis.
Posted by C0LAF3TI5H - May 30th, 2024
i was all alone in gartic phone last night and drew this with my bare hands
i have yet to actually play a metal gear game
Posted by C0LAF3TI5H - April 2nd, 2024
but im not alive either
... i thought i lost my account due to login issues but nope :3
anyways im fucking fucked so uhhhh idk im bored
lets do a QNA
my favorite 15 questions will be featured so ask anything
edit: fuck it unless i ping everybody this isnt gonna go fast enough so ill just answer em here myself instead of waiting and doing it in another post
Posted by C0LAF3TI5H - December 24th, 2023
nah man why is @tomfulp so tiny up in the corner
i cant even see his other bicep
Posted by C0LAF3TI5H - November 13th, 2023
tubotubally nubot mube, lubistubenubing tubo rubaymuban ubASMR ubin thube mubiddle ubof thube nubight tubo fuball ubaslubeep tubo!!
ubi ubam subuch uba cubonfubusubing nuberd
spubecubificubally ubonube thubat lubovubes gubibbuberubish
Posted by C0LAF3TI5H - October 31st, 2023
normally i hate the term dilf and anyone associated with it... BUT
... this mf making me real hungry
Posted by C0LAF3TI5H - October 28th, 2023
happy birthday my love.
sorry I don't really have any presents for you but perhaps a ritual could do.
maybe pour out half a Coke for you tonight... 💚💚💚
... or maybe a third or a quarter cuz I can't help myself!!
I also have a lovely new green Adidas hoodie, specifically a nice muted olive green.
olive isn't normally my favorite color nor my favorite shade of green but it's a nice shade and it's really a nice cozy hoodie with a big fat pocket :)
sskjsjsjkkkkkkkk
edit: well fuck this is beautiful. did someone want me to see this..?